It's All About ME!

Things keep on happening

Another thing has gone wrong here. Our kitten, Wilbur, has flown the coup. I let him out when I got home yesterday afternoon because he likes to go for a walk around and explore, but this time he's gone to far and we couldn't find him. He didn't come back last night, and this morning he's still missing. The best thing is that he is microchipped, so when he gets found they'll be able to get him back to us, but it's still hitting me very hard here that he's gone. I think the worst is that he ran away when I'd let him out. It seems like he'd prefer to be off somewhere else starving and alone then to be around me. That is probably not true as he always did seem to like being around me, but I am still thinking that way now. I'm crying way to much and I feel like everything is falling apart here.

The only good thing to report here is that Dante is still with us. He's battled through with the help of some good pain killers, but he's still on his way out. I don't see him lasting the summer, but I could be wrong... I hope that I am.

Even works stuffed (yet again...). The boss realised that he screwed up the amount of tax that he should have been witholding since July, and thanks to that I'm another $50 a week down on my take-home pay. After paying the bills that leaves me with between $20 and $35 a week, depending on how much petrol I need to put into the car of course. I can't afford to even go for a drive down to the coast to get away from it all for a few hours... Basically it's getting to the point that I can't afford to live. Any bill at all will stuff me, so thing shave got to change here too. Either a raise here (and lets be serious.. like that's going to happen) or I don't have a choice but to look for a new job.

Something had better change soon here. I don't know how long I can keep going with all of this.

posted by Michael @ 10:10 AM